woah. i just read your blog. to me you're not what i'd want to be. sorry. but what do i know. you may be completely like me. what i see in your personality which scares me may simply be a reflection of what a pretend to myself i'm not, when i am. but no. that's stupid. i'm not a materialist. i don't set goals. i've learned over time that setting an anti-goal is better. learning to live on 10 dollars a week is better than learning to earn 200 dollars a week, in my book. and i've written this book, by force, compelled by the bastardy of men with many many millions, who took the me that was you, and shafted it so bad it became the me that's me. if that makes any sense. of course it does, you're a mathematical geekface, just like me.
give it up. the materialism. how can i make you see, with words? it's hard. i saw not with words - let me see - i have lost beauty, success, joy, respect, friendship - everything in fact, by thinking that what i had then, 'monetary success' WAS anything. it wasn't. it isn't. it ain't NEVER gonna be.
if you got your girlfriend before you got any of your money, fair play to you. take her, and get out. of your materialistic life i mean. if she came with the package... well enjoy the physical pleasure if you want, but it's all gonna be paid for later.
i am so negative. so victor meldrew. i'm telling a guy making 1000 dollars a day that he needs to sort his life out.
no wait. i'm right. if people don't help other people, who will? you are a materialist. i've met many. goals. laser eye treatment. expensive rewards.
life is what you make it, not what you spend on it.
and a homeopath you know will surely confirm for you that myopism and other eye problems are due to muscle stresses caused by a very unhealthy optical life (many of us lead). correction is down to muscle stress shifts. if you became a hippy and moved to goa, you'd probably get your eyes corrected by nature. laser surgery is an irreversible way to make your problem permanent. congrats on getting it. but don't feel bad. my best friend did it too. due to being my best friend he will eventually be the second-richest human on earth. and he'll ALWAYS have synthetically-altered eyes also. and as for after effects. well i suppose people who had their eye surgery at 20 in the year 1950 can tell you what it feels like now when they are about 80. nope, they can't. it was only invented recently. you are a bright lad. you capisce 100% i am 100% sure!
nice one, for making all that dosh though. gimme 10,000 dollars. seriously. i need it. so if you fancy giving some away for nothing at all in exchange, just giving it away as a gift. $10,000 would be enough, cheers. best wishes. do as i do not as i say, a great man told me, and that ONE time i did as he said as well!
right. i'm going outside to pick a fight with a nun.
Last edited by witnesstheday; 09-27-2008 at 09:32 PM..